Thursday, April 14, 2005

I'm Here, I'm Here

I'll admit, I've been quiet for a while but you all are never far from my thoughts. (Well, never say never, but you know what I mean.)

For those of you who missed it, Sid can spell!

My official business launch is being planned for this Sunday afternoon. As usual, being the procrastinator that I am, I only really started inviting people this morning. Maybe it's my fear of failure, because if it doesn't work out then I'll have an excuse to fall back on. Maybe it's my fear of success, because if it goes well then I'll *have* to do the next step which is have GNOs. And what if those go well also? Then I'll really be in a bind cause I'll be *forced* to do more GNOs. And heaven forbid someone wants to sign-up to be a consultant. Then I'll have to be responsible *gasp*.

I appreciate the luv from all of you who commented on my other post. I had never even told anyone about it before, except a few people who directly interacted with me.

(Btw, the tickle test is free and they give you your results right away. What they do charge you for is an "in-depth analysis.")


notyouraverage.... said...

that is so true. the waiting to the last minute, because of fear. but of course when you do that (postpone doing things in a timely fashion), it becomes a 'self fullfilling prophecy'. because you either never follow through, or if you do, you waited so long that you don't get a good turn out, which we'd blame on 'not being good enough', rather than on the fact that we just didn't give people enough time to plan for it! and the 'fear of success', odd that we'd be afraid i've actually doing well, but it is so true too! you hit it all on the nose shel, i've felt all of this.

WIP said...

You Can Do It! The first time is always the hardest, but once you get going (and the chance to get a break and some adult interaction) you will relax and let go. I sent you out a "shout" on my recent post. I really pray that it's a success...Then you can be home full-time, running your biz and letting the son run you *wink*.
Have a great weekend, to include Sunday's event. @ Purfiktgurl, I guess I have been "fulfilling prophecy" for quite some time now. Four words: You are so right.

notyouraverage.... said...

have a great launch tonight! i know you'll do well!